Mar 01, 2005 20:05
Is it normal to wake up every morning hoping to die?
Im sick of my MEDS. Im sick of life.
Anyway..I hung out wit Lexie today...i mean POTTER! lmao. Potter is awesome. Tara nd her r kinda the same. Only Tara P.M.S's 24-7. lol. But I love Tara.
I got into a fight the other day nd now i hav a black eye. No one wants to know the story. Tonis the only one who knows nd im keeping it that way. Im not talking to Jake. Im not talking to Ben either.
SO i met this guy today..named Josh. Hes really sweet nd he asked me for my number. ha. Right on. Hes hot too..so u know....lol.
I came home nd my cell phone rang...Josh! Then i left the house nd hung out wit him..again. lol.
So im not taking my Meds tonight. Lets see if im dead in the morning. whoo.
I wanna die. ha. SO just take me into an open field and shoot freely.