just wow, thats all....no surprises
i hate my friends' lack of respect for me: my feelings, my stuff, my wishes.
it gets old kind of fast.
dont worry about it. its nothing. no one is being serious. it started as a joke. it was funny. maybe im just too sensitive. but why does she just fucking have to test me? i know she loves me, but she doesnt at the same time. she thinks she does, so i cannot be angry at her. why am i like that? why do i try so fucking hard to make sure that everyone around me is happy, even if it causes me to be unhappy? but the things i get unhappy about, theyre earthly, theyre irrelevant, miniscule. it wont matter in a day. but its now, though. should something not mater now if it wont matter in the near future? i dont think it should, so i guess thats what my problem is.
smile all the time.
laugh at every joke.
drag your blanket blindly
and fill your heart with smoke
and the first thing that you want
will be the last thing youd ever need
thats how you fight it
how to fight loneliness
just smile all the time
sleep well, assholes
it gets old kind of fast.
dont worry about it. its nothing. no one is being serious. it started as a joke. it was funny. maybe im just too sensitive. but why does she just fucking have to test me? i know she loves me, but she doesnt at the same time. she thinks she does, so i cannot be angry at her. why am i like that? why do i try so fucking hard to make sure that everyone around me is happy, even if it causes me to be unhappy? but the things i get unhappy about, theyre earthly, theyre irrelevant, miniscule. it wont matter in a day. but its now, though. should something not mater now if it wont matter in the near future? i dont think it should, so i guess thats what my problem is.
smile all the time.
laugh at every joke.
drag your blanket blindly
and fill your heart with smoke
and the first thing that you want
will be the last thing youd ever need
thats how you fight it
how to fight loneliness
just smile all the time
sleep well, assholes