the number 23
23...twenty-three...twenty three.
wow
in twenty-three days im gone. im leaving this place for a very long time.granted i may make it home for some holidays, but other than that, i will most likely actually lose contact for real with all of these people and all of their drama that i have been looking forward to having off my shoulders for so long. im tired of people here. thinking that everything is such a god damn big deal, thinking that no matter what horrible things happen, their life cant change, these people that wont just help themselves. but then, ill be losing people that i care about so much. people that have acyually been a significant part of my life. its weird how friendships work. if you dont impact someones life at all, they will forget about you. its true. so if you are really just nothing special to someone, then they will forget you are alive. its funny how that works, yeah?
ill be leaving johnny here. im going to cry when it actually happens. its been on my mind more and more synchronizing with my own personal hourglass. i imagine things that he'd do for me the day i leave, knowing that he couldnt possibly read my mind so i shouldnt expect it. but i believe that he will do his own something special for me. ill be so sad.
at least i can keep in touch with you guys (caitlin, kyle, and mike) on this thing.
twenty-three days. living with Trista Shoemaker, whoever the hell that may be. i taked to her on the phone once...she sounds redneck as hell. hahaha...i hope to god we get along.
mrs huggins told me to call her whenever its my year to inturn. =)
well i dont really have much else to say...im not really bummed out, and i dont really feel badly, and its not that i dont feel happy....im just _______. (fill in accordingly)
wow
in twenty-three days im gone. im leaving this place for a very long time.granted i may make it home for some holidays, but other than that, i will most likely actually lose contact for real with all of these people and all of their drama that i have been looking forward to having off my shoulders for so long. im tired of people here. thinking that everything is such a god damn big deal, thinking that no matter what horrible things happen, their life cant change, these people that wont just help themselves. but then, ill be losing people that i care about so much. people that have acyually been a significant part of my life. its weird how friendships work. if you dont impact someones life at all, they will forget about you. its true. so if you are really just nothing special to someone, then they will forget you are alive. its funny how that works, yeah?
ill be leaving johnny here. im going to cry when it actually happens. its been on my mind more and more synchronizing with my own personal hourglass. i imagine things that he'd do for me the day i leave, knowing that he couldnt possibly read my mind so i shouldnt expect it. but i believe that he will do his own something special for me. ill be so sad.
at least i can keep in touch with you guys (caitlin, kyle, and mike) on this thing.
twenty-three days. living with Trista Shoemaker, whoever the hell that may be. i taked to her on the phone once...she sounds redneck as hell. hahaha...i hope to god we get along.
mrs huggins told me to call her whenever its my year to inturn. =)
well i dont really have much else to say...im not really bummed out, and i dont really feel badly, and its not that i dont feel happy....im just _______. (fill in accordingly)