Dec 13, 2004 15:45
Fuck the begining of the week. Actually, things were not as extravagently as shitty as was first anticipated....customary for Mondays that you knew you really should have stayed home the second you got on the bus.
I occupied myself mostly with "Please Stop Laughing at Me" so I knew what we were talking about in book share. Very disturbing book, by the way. She is getting ostracised for standing up for people and is being severly bullied.....which is simply nonsensicle bullshit, how any human animal could possibly be so retarded as to bully a person sticking up for the scapegoat that they know they need in order to feel good about themselves and NOT realize they are the most pitiful "individual" on the face of this earth is entirely beyond me. I know I have picked on people.....I know I've employed the forced aid of a scapegoat.....I know I have left my mark on people but this is wrong. Very wrong. Even I got hip to the glaring blatantsy (if that is how you spell it correctly) that I was wrong and needed to stop if I ever wanted to respect myself sometime in the near future, or maintain some sort of individuality at the very least!!! And I am not a rocket scientist! The premise of the book itslef is good, but the one thing that really aggrivates me is that this girl is constantly dreaming about wanting to be popular and hit on by jocksniffer sorts. It is sort of degrading to read even......as if all women were really like that.
Bookshare was awsome today too!!! OMG!!! I love Gates!
Secret Santa was interesting too........I don't know who it is but I got a purple and black set of earings, which was very good since I was wearing my purple shirt and my purple and black pants!!! Kathy threw a fit because she hates it when I match.