*yawn*

[angreeblonde]

I'M TRYING TO FIND MOTIVATION TO...WELL TO TURN OFF CAPS LOCK FIRST OF ALL..

Ok. One thing accomplished.

I am trying to find the motivation to tell you all what's being going on since my last entry and why I haven't written the next story to Sex and the highway, when the truth is-I have no answer as to why.

I work long hours at a job I hate.

When I come home, I have wonderful long talks with my family or whoever calls, and I spend time with my guy and my diggitydog.

I also still attend school. Alil half ass at this class but I still have a 92 average.

The only big thing going on is the house buying.

Not an EASY process. However the most emotional rollercoaster ride I have been on since I left my parents house for the first time. All your past mistakes come back to haunt you. "GRRR" but..there's always hope. And by September I hope it comes to fruition.

Lots of things to do. And the realtors make it sound simple.

First you make the decision to purchase.

Then you get prequalified for a loan to show you are serious.

Then you find a home thats not fucked up.

Then you get approved.

Then you make a bid.

Then your bid gets turned down.

Then you get in a bidding war.

Then you win.

Then you kill a bunch of trees and sign your life away.

Then you get your house.

Then a hurricane hits.

Then your insurance goes up.

Then you do repairs.

Then...Then you get a second job and smoke trees.

That's my understanding of the process.

I'll keep you posted.

*special note to respond to an email I received and just delayed responding...

It's not you. We'll talk real soon. I love you.