"what we had before, are now just bitter ashes left scattered on the floor..."
Still trying to get this gosh darn restuarant up. Were sooo close we can taste it. Meanwhile theres been a lot of card playing, food tasting, booz drinking, and hanging out. Mostly between me, Ben, and Lou. Good times have been had. I love those guys. My job owns.
Lets see, I took a random trip to salsbury. That resulted in me getting fucking wasted, sitting in my car to listen to music so I wouldn't bum anyone out with my drunken crying. I woke up a while later in the back seat listening to the Pixies, with muddy foot prints EVERYWHERE. I finally stumbled back in the house, and fell asleep for a while.
Anyways, so heres the deal. Kryss stopped talking to me. Not sure why, won't return calls, emails, text messages...etc. I know he's dealing with getting discharged from the military early. I guess he's stressed, but his actions have pretty much showed me something that i'm kinda grateful I found out now. If i'm not the person he comes to, then i'm never gonna be. If he is that selfish to leave me sick and worried like I was than, well, time to cut my losses and move on. As much as that hurts to say, because I love him very much. Its better it happened now.
Anyways, I actually went out with a guy a couple nights ago. Very interested, he's very cute. Got a lot going on. Not necessarily looking to get into something serious, but its fun to be excited about something again. Were going out sunday, we'll see what happens.
So I guess thats whats going on for now. Margheritas anyone?
Lets see, I took a random trip to salsbury. That resulted in me getting fucking wasted, sitting in my car to listen to music so I wouldn't bum anyone out with my drunken crying. I woke up a while later in the back seat listening to the Pixies, with muddy foot prints EVERYWHERE. I finally stumbled back in the house, and fell asleep for a while.
Anyways, so heres the deal. Kryss stopped talking to me. Not sure why, won't return calls, emails, text messages...etc. I know he's dealing with getting discharged from the military early. I guess he's stressed, but his actions have pretty much showed me something that i'm kinda grateful I found out now. If i'm not the person he comes to, then i'm never gonna be. If he is that selfish to leave me sick and worried like I was than, well, time to cut my losses and move on. As much as that hurts to say, because I love him very much. Its better it happened now.
Anyways, I actually went out with a guy a couple nights ago. Very interested, he's very cute. Got a lot going on. Not necessarily looking to get into something serious, but its fun to be excited about something again. Were going out sunday, we'll see what happens.
So I guess thats whats going on for now. Margheritas anyone?