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I can't belive this, I can't belive this, I can't belive this, and I can't. I have been better than before, but you left me here, thinking. You may or may not understand what it's like to rise from temporary darkness. But in case you don't or have forgotten, i'll remind you of what I used to go through. Everytime I looked in the mirror, I couldn't take it anymore. I stared, and kept staring, but I didn't want to. I had come to hate what was staring back at me. I hated it. I hated it. I hated it.
break the glass. break the glass. just fucking break the glass.
and I broke it.
perhaps I should remind you of what you did to me; all of the pain I subconsciencely went through. I dragged myself to my feet not wanting to go on, but I did. Not because I was strong, but because there was hope. And i'm writing this to you so you will hopefully comprehend how things are now. How they aren't because of you, but because there is no you. I'm smilng now. I'm smiling, I'm smiling, I'm smiling, and there's laughter.
the sun is shining. the sun is shining. I wake for a reason now.
and I am happy.
there is no you. there is no one. there is only myself.
break the glass. break the glass. just fucking break the glass.
and I broke it.
perhaps I should remind you of what you did to me; all of the pain I subconsciencely went through. I dragged myself to my feet not wanting to go on, but I did. Not because I was strong, but because there was hope. And i'm writing this to you so you will hopefully comprehend how things are now. How they aren't because of you, but because there is no you. I'm smilng now. I'm smiling, I'm smiling, I'm smiling, and there's laughter.
the sun is shining. the sun is shining. I wake for a reason now.
and I am happy.
there is no you. there is no one. there is only myself.