writing love poems

[anglwitscbdwngs]

sometimes i wonder
if one day i will get tired
of writing you love poems.
if i'll wake up tomorrow
and be whatever
over you is supposed to mean.
what will that day feel like.
will there be someone
else wandering through my mind instead
or will it simply be that
the thoughts of you have run away.
i'm still writing these love poems now.
i wrote you a letter a couple weeks back
it says i love you and i'm afraid i'll never stop
but i'm to afraid to mail it to you
i wonder how we'll be
when there isn't miles of silence between us
can i honestly turn my mind off
what seemed like a necessity a year ago
seems like an impossibility
i'm pretty sure i'm not strong enough
to be not close to you.
but then again i'm too weak
to stay away.