Oct 09, 2004 20:49
I am sitting up here at work....exhausted from all the work I had to do today....I am soo sick of school. I cannot even begin to explain how much I can't stand it. I love the people, I love my room, I love the campus, I love the area, I love everything but I can't take the damn work... for those of you who know me..you know I am a perfectionist and I try so hard to do well, but it just seems now I am not getting anywhere...no matter how hard I try.
Chris came here last week..I got to show him all around....It was so nice to have him here ..I always had a smile on my face...walking back from class I was sooooo anxious cause I got to see him!! AWWw I miss him so much!!
This weekend I am going to Ohio to see my Chris. I love him so much. It is crazy how things work out. I have been talking to him a lot lately about the things that happened last year and how much I was in denial about him...and whatnot...He is the best thing that has ever EVER came into my life. I can honestly say I don't know what I would do without him. He has brought happiness to me that I never though I would ever experience. He isn't at all what anyone would ever expect me with...people who would think of me in high school would think ...Mike or Tommy....but obviously that didn't work out. Chris is everything to me. I love everything about him and I really really REALLY don't give a shit what people think.... As in him being in a band and whatnot... If I hear the ..OMG he will cheat on you or wow are you sure about that.... don't say or ask me that shit ...especially since oyu haven't met him....ask someone who has...
Mel, Carly, Lyndsay, Nikki, Dana, Cierra, Elissa, Nicole, Rachel, Annie, Van, Brad.....They have and every single one have never said anyhting bad about him...Lyndsay talked to me about how much she could tell that he loved me ..and how happy we were....nikki has talked to me about how much of a difference i am with him...how genuinely happy I am...
He is amazing... he treats me the way i hope each and everyone of my friends could experience....BESIDES VAN well cause we all know she is engaged and all that...hahhaha...she has it too...
I am sooooo happy. that is all i have to say.
Ok..so I am sure you don't want ot hear about him anymore...although i could keep typing away for hours on end....
I miss everyone back home...
Ang