Jul 17, 2004 02:59
Well, because I am confined to my friggen bedroom....I decided I mind as well update about why I am! Well on Wednesday I went in for my knee surgery that didn't exactly go as planned...I got to the hospital a little after 6AM where they registered me in and got me set up...Sent me into a bathroom to put on a gown and all that jazz....finally sat me in a bed and did all my checks or whatnot....than the ivy...I HATE FUCKING NEEDLES!! God DAMNIT!....they had to search for my vein...GOD....I wanted to punch the ladies! LOL....
Well than....waiting for my doctor to get out of his earlier surgery...I had to pee about 6 million times from all the ivy fluids...and anybody who knows me ...knows that my bladder is the size of a pea and I pee about 10 times an hour it seems.
Finally, the shot me with the happy medicine and brought me back to the OR...I remember them prepping the room a little bit more and than finally given me the dread most awful anastesia(sp?)....WEll....needless to say ..I woke up during the operation, screamed for them to put clothes on me!!! and anyways they shot me up with morphine and a bunch of drugs...and when i made it to recovery...I was EXTREMELY SICK...I don't think I have EVER EVER EVER been that siok in my life...puking non stop...evreything...well than...my oxygen was going down to a 15 out of 100...and well...YUPP...
ANG STOPPED BREATHING for about a 1:22 I think...yea...they had to give me a another shot of some stuff...I began breathing but the doctors and my mom had to stay by me nd keep telling me to take deep breaths cause i wasn't getting enough oxygen...they mask and all on me...
they kept me there for a long time cause of my allergic reaction...I got home..my mom told me what the doctor had to do and what he said...he wasn't happy with the surgery...It was more damage than he expected....To leave me with as little scarring and possible he made 3 holes and basically took metal rods and shoved them through my muscle and tissues to place my knee cap back in its place ...and tie it down with cartilage....he also mentioned that he saw the fractures in my knee and they looked like bruised ebceses...
Well, now I can't walk...can't drive to see my boyfriend...Sadder than hell..he is home from Europe and his birthday is in 2 days...I went to the doctor today and he fitted me for a special brace...said that it is very possivle he will have to go back in and do some more work....and that I need to stay rested and up as possible..he also said it was a bad idea to drive to ohio because i can form blod clots??? WELL FUCK YOU~!!! DAMNIT!! I am gonna go ..I think tomorrow...I hve to go ..
urgg....so I am pretty depressed and lonely ...being here all day long ... watching everyone go out ....You don't know how bad it sucks...I can't even tell you ...
worst of all...someone you care about a ton....has not once even bothered to call, im, text...nothing....:-(
I'm done. bye.