AHHH
NICOLE!!! URGGG
"Don't EVER give up on something you can't go one day without thinking about"
That just leaves me blank.... right now there would be 2 things and that quote tells me to do the opposite of what I have been telling myself to do!!!
I AM LOST! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!
I miss you, but you aren't the same. All you do is hurt people anymore. I don't know how much more hurting a lot of us can handle. AT least right now I know I can't...I have so much running through my head that I get dragged into anything because I just don't wanna think for myself anymore. I am tired of it ...nothing seems right, right now.
I wanna talk about these things ...but in reality I believe that you won't even talk about it ...you will deny it and get mad ...and then things will just get even more rough..
Sometimes...wait no ALL THE TIME....I seriously wonder if I were to die...lets say in surgery on WED...you wouldn't even care ..or it wouldn't even cross your damn mind...I bet there won't even be a call...and I DEF. know you know I am going in.
This sucks.
"Don't EVER give up on something you can't go one day without thinking about"
That just leaves me blank.... right now there would be 2 things and that quote tells me to do the opposite of what I have been telling myself to do!!!
I AM LOST! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!
I miss you, but you aren't the same. All you do is hurt people anymore. I don't know how much more hurting a lot of us can handle. AT least right now I know I can't...I have so much running through my head that I get dragged into anything because I just don't wanna think for myself anymore. I am tired of it ...nothing seems right, right now.
I wanna talk about these things ...but in reality I believe that you won't even talk about it ...you will deny it and get mad ...and then things will just get even more rough..
Sometimes...wait no ALL THE TIME....I seriously wonder if I were to die...lets say in surgery on WED...you wouldn't even care ..or it wouldn't even cross your damn mind...I bet there won't even be a call...and I DEF. know you know I am going in.
This sucks.