Yes I'm on my way home
So both Kim(nuttysquirrel) and Dani(carebear_dani) wrote about the changes in their lives. Especially lately. So... I'm bored, it can't hurt, and I'll explore. Fun stuff.
I'm just going to focus on high school, because it's been such an experience. Ups, downs, lefts, rights, backwards, forwards, the works.
9th grade: I got a job. My first real responsibility. Through it I met Alan. Cut to the building of a rollercoaster ride for my heart. Alan and I liked eachother, that much was obvious. So of course he started dating Emily. My best friend at the time. They broke up about a week later, and Alan and I got together. January 17th. Meet Max, he spends a couple of minutes entertaining me while Alan is in the bathroom (we were on a pay phone and Alan didn't want to hang up (he was at school)). This was the beginning of a whole succession of serious changes in my life, my personality, and of course, my focus.
Because of Max I started caring, I was able to feel some form of emotion that wasn't disappointment, discontent, or hatred.
10th grade: Bring in Luke to the mix. He and I dated for about a year. Luke taught me a lot. First off, he taught me the depth of lies, cheating, all of that stuff, how much it all hurt. I started transforming into the person I am today. I was still very very reserved and shy, but I was opening up. I started trusting some people more. I was still a little bitch.
11th grade: I matured, I stopped being as pathetic (though I was still pretty pathetic), but I started being happier. Last year I was surrounded by a huge group of friends that were all into respect and tolerance and shit. I fit into there, and hung out with them a fair amount. I started getting happier, but it was nothing special. I was still fairly easily broken. Kim came along too, and she helped me move
12th grade: Wow. I think the most change and transformation happened this year. Between everything with Iain, EMS, and having all my friends be in the Town of Mamaroneck, I've become... well... Happy. I spend all my time down county, but it's worth it. I have so much fun, I'm more confident. I smile all the time. I'm happy damn it! I'm not as big about respect anymore. I can make fun of people a lot easier. I make fun of the poles, the french, the canadians, I can make dead baby jokes, stupid jokes. I'm happy with who I am, I have a good idea of where I want to go with my life, and I don't care as much what people say.
This year has had its fair share of ups and downs, mistakes, corrections. You name it, it's happened.
Life is good now. I can't wait to see where I go next in my life. I just keep getting happier. It's getting better every day. =}
Wow, that was kind of intense for me. Thanks Kim, for suggesting that. It made me realize a couple of things.
Heee, this song fits perfectly
I'm just going to focus on high school, because it's been such an experience. Ups, downs, lefts, rights, backwards, forwards, the works.
9th grade: I got a job. My first real responsibility. Through it I met Alan. Cut to the building of a rollercoaster ride for my heart. Alan and I liked eachother, that much was obvious. So of course he started dating Emily. My best friend at the time. They broke up about a week later, and Alan and I got together. January 17th. Meet Max, he spends a couple of minutes entertaining me while Alan is in the bathroom (we were on a pay phone and Alan didn't want to hang up (he was at school)). This was the beginning of a whole succession of serious changes in my life, my personality, and of course, my focus.
Because of Max I started caring, I was able to feel some form of emotion that wasn't disappointment, discontent, or hatred.
10th grade: Bring in Luke to the mix. He and I dated for about a year. Luke taught me a lot. First off, he taught me the depth of lies, cheating, all of that stuff, how much it all hurt. I started transforming into the person I am today. I was still very very reserved and shy, but I was opening up. I started trusting some people more. I was still a little bitch.
11th grade: I matured, I stopped being as pathetic (though I was still pretty pathetic), but I started being happier. Last year I was surrounded by a huge group of friends that were all into respect and tolerance and shit. I fit into there, and hung out with them a fair amount. I started getting happier, but it was nothing special. I was still fairly easily broken. Kim came along too, and she helped me move
12th grade: Wow. I think the most change and transformation happened this year. Between everything with Iain, EMS, and having all my friends be in the Town of Mamaroneck, I've become... well... Happy. I spend all my time down county, but it's worth it. I have so much fun, I'm more confident. I smile all the time. I'm happy damn it! I'm not as big about respect anymore. I can make fun of people a lot easier. I make fun of the poles, the french, the canadians, I can make dead baby jokes, stupid jokes. I'm happy with who I am, I have a good idea of where I want to go with my life, and I don't care as much what people say.
This year has had its fair share of ups and downs, mistakes, corrections. You name it, it's happened.
Life is good now. I can't wait to see where I go next in my life. I just keep getting happier. It's getting better every day. =}
Wow, that was kind of intense for me. Thanks Kim, for suggesting that. It made me realize a couple of things.
Heee, this song fits perfectly