Re: A Problem...anglickittenMarch 25 2005, 16:32:16 UTC
yeah we were at the store and courey told him " tel her now or i will" and i asked what was wrong he didnt wanna tell me so i took out my fone and said tell me and he said not like this and i said is it bad? he said he did something very stupid. and i said did you cheat on me? and as we pulled into my friends driveway and im getting out he says im so sorry and i throw my bag out of the car hug tom n cour turn to him on the verge of tears and try to give him a hug and he holds onto me and gives me a big hug i get out and slam the door and as they pull away i drop my stuff on the porch and break down. i tell chauncey and her bf brings us to coureys so i can talk to joe but he was half asleep and i dont know what to do i mean i "love" him and i dont want to lose him but i dont know what he wants and i asked him and then he asked me .... i was so upset all i wanted to do was hit him really hard i mean he makes these promises and tells me he is completely in love with me and wants to be with me forever and i feel the same and this happens and i still want it but it brings a new perspective to "us" i need to talk with him about it because i dont want i kiss to ruin us georgia told kristen me and joe broke up so kristen kissed him. i called georgia and bitched at her and she is taking blame for it and she kept apoligizing but it didnt help ... i want to go talk to him but im struggling to find a way home from ramsey cuz origionally cour was gonna take me but im tired or relying on her for rides i feel bad but she is my only resort today i wish they hadnt kissed i just want things to be ok again i dont want him to leave for the army after this i mean he only has a week till he finds out when he leaves. ive been in serious relationships b4 i was engaged and i thought i loved him sometimes i miss him but it wasnt real ive never felt this strongly about anyone before i would give joe the world if i could. when im with him im happier than anything and when im not im happy that i know that he cares about me and sad cuz i cant see him. my hand fits his perfectly and im so comfortable with him. i know you dont think its true or reallove but its as good as its gonna get for me he treats me like a princess and tells me im beautiful and he kisses my forhead and says he loves me and i get butterflies and my heart jumps...*sigh* i just ... i dunno .. i wish it wasnt so complicated. sorry for ranting... i lost the point of what i was saying... he was so upset that he hurt me and i know he was truely sorry... i guess i just need i new perspective. thanks for listening frank and i know you really dont need to here my problems and you have your own and im sorry i just needed advice. thank you frank i love you. *vanessa
Joe is leaving for the army soon. Plus, even if Georgia didn't say anything to Kristin, Joe still, obviously knew that you two were still together, did he not? Case and point. And dont apologize for talking to me about your problems. It's what I'm good at. I didn't say that what you guys have or had wasnt "real" or "true" love, I'm just saying that there are too many complexities for a young mind to understand. It's more than just being happy when you're with him, and you need to have someone tell you you're beautiful? Don't know KNOW that you are? You need to be connected on much deeper of a deeper level than just "being happy" with someone. It's hard to explain and even harder to find. talk to me on AIM- LostSanity4350
Re: A Problem...anglickittenMarch 26 2005, 20:57:37 UTC
thanks frank it means alot to me that you talk to me about this i realize it is joes fault too and i know i should be mad at him but i cant im hurt yes and mad he did it but i honestly would do anything for him and forgive him everything ... i just want to be with him. im not just happy with him im complete im content im just ... i feel like everything is perfect ive never had someone treat me the way he treats me... thanks frank ill call you tonight love you f! *vanessa
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