Apr 13, 2004 08:56
Even though all is said an done, I find myself feeling a little.... unsettled. Do I plan to continue that thought.... nope. ^_~ I've never been one for direct responses. *chuckles* Ah... good times... Anyway. Had a chat with oh gee... I wonder. Shaun-face.
This page started last night when I'd settled down to go to sleep. I put my Jason Mraz cd on repeat so I could fall asleep better. A small dream crossed over my thoughts. (I hate those nowadays. Like the last two. O_O) It was innocent. Have you ever wanted to just lay in the grass and stare at the sky? After having run and run until you think you pass out with another step, you fall into the green and the flowers. But you want someone beside you. Because you feel wonderful with the feeling you get from clouds slowly roaming by, and you just have to share it with someone. There's nothing else in the world that could be as perfect as that. Well yeah. Blah. Anyway, I loved that dream. I woke up to You And I Both.
So...... with that in mind, and the feeling of lonliness, I asked for him to only give it a chance someday. I'm hoping it was fueld only by that icky feeling.
I'm heading off to work at 5ish, and this time I'll have more to do. Dunno when I'll be back. *shrug* Lets go with eventually.
~Ketchup~