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I would have made a longer update last night if I hadn't been so tired. Which seems to be pretty common, these days. I started to sleep full nights, but I keep falling asleep in class and after I get home from school. I've taken at least 2 or 3 naps in all today, and I'm still yawning every few minutes. So I'm gonna brew up some coffee when I go get my clothes into the dryer. So... I was supposed to go out last night with Nikki and a few others. But they couldn't go and Nikki didn't want to after that. I tried my best to convince her otherwise, after once I finished, she came out with her dad said if she went any where tonight, she couldn't go to Roller Magic today. Which really, I can't help but wonder if that's a lie.
I've always had trouble trusting friends. I've always put them in question. Wondering of they really want to be around me. Just a small fear of rejection I have. But I'm not gonna worry about it. It's a waste of time. Anyway, I'm going out with Alex and some of her friends tonight. There's gonna be a coffee house/teen gathering thing up at the senior center from 7 to 11. Which should be mucho fun. *beams* Got to talk with her for a while last night before mom and I ordered a cheesy movie on pay per view. About half an hour before the end of the film, I came up stairs to hang out by myself for a few hours, before I got uber tired, and went to bed. Well, that was my night. Hopefully tonight will be a lot more fun. ^.^ Love you guys.
~Always~
I've always had trouble trusting friends. I've always put them in question. Wondering of they really want to be around me. Just a small fear of rejection I have. But I'm not gonna worry about it. It's a waste of time. Anyway, I'm going out with Alex and some of her friends tonight. There's gonna be a coffee house/teen gathering thing up at the senior center from 7 to 11. Which should be mucho fun. *beams* Got to talk with her for a while last night before mom and I ordered a cheesy movie on pay per view. About half an hour before the end of the film, I came up stairs to hang out by myself for a few hours, before I got uber tired, and went to bed. Well, that was my night. Hopefully tonight will be a lot more fun. ^.^ Love you guys.
~Always~