"Days go by -- I can see them flyin' like a hand out the window in the wind..."

Mar 16, 2009 08:55

My life is amazing, unique, lucky, blessed, full, worth living, constant, ever-changing, ever-growing, ever-happy.

I still can't believe everything.

California was amazing. The mountains were so beautiful, the ocean was so cold and blue. San Francisco was beautiful, so much fun, such an easy city. I loved Berkeley -- Dad and Ian both got Cal shirts, so did I... I can so see myself there, it was incredible. Seems like such an easy campus, so small but so diverse. So scenic, too. Something completely new, that situation could all work out in the end for the best as far as Monterey goes.

It was good to be home, if only for one night, to be with Ian in my own bed. Going to church with him now is starting to feel like going home too. I've become much more comfortable there.

"Oh you're the one he used to come home talking about going to Hell over." Good to know he really did have a crush on me then, but his mum is in huge trouble with him for letting that stuff slip out!

Alex had a good time, too, I think.

I remember sitting on the plane waiting for departure from Boston, and just sitting and praying... thinking how lucky I was to be starting this, this first trip away, something that would never have happened otherwise -- to be to supported in it, to be starting something new, a part of my new life.

Now to a paper, so much for Spring Break.

ian, travel, love life, berkeley, joy, love, alex, happiness, california, life, romance

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