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My sleep schedule is fucked up. It seems like i can't help but nap 2 hours everyday, making it impossible to fall asleep at night. He has been on my mind for a while now. Jess says I am being stupid and I don't like REALLY like him. But do i? Weird as it is I can't tell for sure... Since school started I have been seeing him a lot. But the fact is the times I see him we just go to each other room and hook up. I am trying to change this. I told him that this couldn't happen anymore. Sometimes it doesn't feel like i see him as much as I really do. If one day he's to busy to see me...it becomes all I think about..Come December I will be transferring to a new school. Maybe this will be good for me?...But then I start to think about how i wont see him. If there was something there maybe id never know if i can't see him as much. I know i can't have a bf right now. Maybe it's best to just see different guy till something develops in the future. But if i wait till the future will I lose my chance with them?? One guy I am trying to get to kno is a guy named bryant we hanged out around 5 times, I am slowly feeling more comfortable around him. He appears to be someone i can trust, but i am not sure if i like him.Maybe the more I see him I will figure this out. One night me and bryant feel asleep together. But even as we were cuddling my thought couldn't help but go back to Kevin. What is the best thing to do?