Prayers Really Do Get Answered:)
In case you have not heard the word about me and Charles, we are currently back together and functioning very well. I think that it is just going to take time for me to get over the shock of being without him for a week and 5 days to seeing him again. I don't know, maybe it is me over reacting but I took it pretty hard. I prayed over and over each night I was away from him and God finally answered my plee. When I received that phone call 3 days ago, I was really hesitant to answer, but I had this really good feeling about it. SO I DID!!! and it was Charles saying that he wanted me to come over and talk to him. I was really confused because I did not understand why he couldn't tell me whatever he wanted to over the phone. SO I went over there practically in tears, but I was not going to let him see me cry. I wanted him to think that I was ok and not struggling over him. I walked in and he was standing there wanting to give me a hug. I told him that I wanted to talk before anything. He basically stated that he could not go on without me anymore and he wanted me to take him back. I REALLY wanted to say yes, but I was still so confused. I blurted out "YES" and my life has been back to normal. Thank God!!!
The other night we decided that we would drink Castello's which is an off brand of Captian's. I decided that I would take a shot every time he did. I can only remeber taking 2 however he said I had like 5 or 6. This stuff is 80 proof and my ass was plowed. It was so fun until I fell asleep, which Charles said I passed out. I had a nightmare that my ex boyfriend Lee was after me and he was strangling and beating me. I was mimicing everything that was going on. The weird part is that Charles was standing there watching every move and not trying to stop him, even though I was screaming out his name. I came around after a few hours went by, and I was still drunk. I did not undersatnd why I was there at his house, and actually started to pack y things and tell him that it was all a mistake. I cannot believe that I would do that...but like I said I cannot remeber anyting. This is all that Charles relayed back to me the next morning. It was fun though and I would never have gotten that smashed if I was with anyone other than Charles.
Cannada, However might be a totally different story. You see I have been going out and trying new things that I normally wouldn't do without Charles permission. I feel that it is time for Nikki to do what Nikki wants to do.
I do not need to go through him in order to have a good time.
OH YEAH, Bad news on Cedar Poin't...They said that they regret to inform that my justation period/availablity does not fit the Cedar Point seasonal requirments. If I was to take the job, all the bonuses and extra pay bennifits would not apply to me. So it looks like Michigan's Adventure is back in my life this summer. I was so pissed when I went onto my account. They gave me the Email address, in case my I could show up earlier and leave at a later date. So I Emailed them and told them that I would be available a week and a half earlier and leave a week later. So now, I am just awaiting their response.
Let me tell ya what, my mom and dad are happy that it did not work out for me. Tehy felt that I would be loosing money instead of saving money. Charles is a little happy and a little upset for me. He knew that working downt here was what I wanted, so he was upset, but then he was happy because I will not be leaving him for a little over 2 months. Looks like I will have to apply back at a later date, when school does not effect my availablity.
The other night we decided that we would drink Castello's which is an off brand of Captian's. I decided that I would take a shot every time he did. I can only remeber taking 2 however he said I had like 5 or 6. This stuff is 80 proof and my ass was plowed. It was so fun until I fell asleep, which Charles said I passed out. I had a nightmare that my ex boyfriend Lee was after me and he was strangling and beating me. I was mimicing everything that was going on. The weird part is that Charles was standing there watching every move and not trying to stop him, even though I was screaming out his name. I came around after a few hours went by, and I was still drunk. I did not undersatnd why I was there at his house, and actually started to pack y things and tell him that it was all a mistake. I cannot believe that I would do that...but like I said I cannot remeber anyting. This is all that Charles relayed back to me the next morning. It was fun though and I would never have gotten that smashed if I was with anyone other than Charles.
Cannada, However might be a totally different story. You see I have been going out and trying new things that I normally wouldn't do without Charles permission. I feel that it is time for Nikki to do what Nikki wants to do.
I do not need to go through him in order to have a good time.
OH YEAH, Bad news on Cedar Poin't...They said that they regret to inform that my justation period/availablity does not fit the Cedar Point seasonal requirments. If I was to take the job, all the bonuses and extra pay bennifits would not apply to me. So it looks like Michigan's Adventure is back in my life this summer. I was so pissed when I went onto my account. They gave me the Email address, in case my I could show up earlier and leave at a later date. So I Emailed them and told them that I would be available a week and a half earlier and leave a week later. So now, I am just awaiting their response.
Let me tell ya what, my mom and dad are happy that it did not work out for me. Tehy felt that I would be loosing money instead of saving money. Charles is a little happy and a little upset for me. He knew that working downt here was what I wanted, so he was upset, but then he was happy because I will not be leaving him for a little over 2 months. Looks like I will have to apply back at a later date, when school does not effect my availablity.