The Sad Good-byes

Dec 15, 2004 00:03

Well I just got finished packing up the majority of my belongings here at Ferris State with my best friend and her boyfriend. It was really sad I tried to keep my mind on packing but evert time she walked out of the room, I knew it was because she was upset...and It allowed me time to clear the tears that swelled in my eyes. We made a promise not to cry and I fullfilled it until now. While she is sleeping in the room next door...I signed off of SIMS2 and took a shower to calm myself down. Well that did not work. I started to think of all the good times we had this year:

1) Getting woke up almost every morning to the sound of Liz screaming "NIKKI GET UP NOW....WE ARE GOING TO BE LATE!!!! and then 5 minutes later "NIKKI YOU NEED TO GET UP WE HAVE LIKE 3 MINUTES TO GET TO CLASS!!
I do not know what I am going to do when I need to wake up back home...my personal alarm clock is going to be gone.

2) Trips to the Pioneer...when we thought it would be a good idea to get food from Center Ice and eat it at the Pioneer where it is always relaxing...Leave it to us to get kicked out for bringing food from a differnt co. Well I rememeber the first time that Liz brought me there...she found it when she was dating her ex, Dan. I walked in and could not beleive my eyes, they had everything that yuo could think of. From candles to beenie babies.

3) Our first hair cut at "A Cut Above" This intitles my first pedicure! It was soo cute, I thought my toes were so ugly until magic was done. We also got our high lighted and cut...I decided to cut all my hair off, well Liz sat back and said "UMMMMMMM just a trim...like a 1/2 inch!" It hella fun!!

4) Pizza parties in Lizs' room!!!! Our last party was for me...which I am very thankful for. We watched "Hot Chics" which is the funniest damn movie I ever seen in the last year or so. "OMG I AM GOING TO HAVE A BF....whats a BF.....A BITCH FIT!!! LOL!!! That was good memories.

5) Honking the horn at random people as they walk or drive by. In the begining I was leary of doing this but then after I realized that nothign bad would happen...It became my hibitual...WOW the spelling on that is way off I think....well anyways Liz knows what I am talking about!! LOL!!!

6) Shopping once or twice because RADI got the best of us! I love Maurices...that store is bad ass. Well tonight Liz gave me Christmas Present...it included a really neat picture and PINK slippies that I LOVE and my first peice of Roxy attire that I own now. It is absoulutly awesome. Since I will be going ona trip to Mexico this Feb she also got me some stckers because I love to scrap book....I need Pictures of you girlie!!!

Well there is sooooooo many more memories but I think that this is getting way to long...so I am going to cute to the chase. Liz, girl you are my best friend and nobody can replace you. I can agree with you when you say that you are my right hand girl. You opened my eyes to friendship and what a true one intitles. You became a sister to me and that I will cherish forever. I hope you never forget me or we loose contact because I know that I am going to do everything to keep you by my side. I hope evrything in the RADI catagory works out to the best...I know you can do it. You are a very intellegent girl and have a lot going for yourself. You have a wounderful boyfriend who adores you, good grades and ONE friend that will mis you soooooooooo much!!! WOW, here comes the tears. Ok let make this short, I wrote this poem for you and I hope you like it....I am not good at these things but I was freaking out last night and I needed to do something.

Leaving you will be so hard
I know that we will be scarred.
Through the years we have grown up
Now we are about to split up.
It hurts me inside
To know that you will confide
In someone else who isn't me
But they will never be what I try to be.
I'll always be there for you
And I'll always stay true.
You are a part of me
That everyone will see.
You are my sister and friend
And we'll be that way until the end.
Don't ever let anyone take my place
Because they will never face
All the times that we've shared
Even when we never really cared.
All our memories will be locked up tight
The laughs, the tears, the cries, the fears
Have built up through the years.
I'll never let us be apart
And you will always remain in my heart.

Thats for you chica...I hope you know that you are my best friend, sister, other half!! I'll miss ya girl!!

Good Bye
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