I have a growth behind my ear, does this mean I have cancer?

May 25, 2004 15:43

"Somewhere something's gotta give. Life never lives as perfect as we've scheduled to imagine it. Just when you think you've got a hold on your outlook, your in-look, your notebook, or your tote-bag of necessary baggage, along comes old mister mix-things-up and makes the fool out of you and your necessities. It's how we learn lessons and grow a little bit taller and more confident, eventually to the point of not giving a crap and finally being able to be as human as naturally possible." -- Jason Mraz

I got on the bus today to find that I have a growth behind my ear that definitely wasn't there before. It scared me, I have been getting sick a lot lately and I have a growth, does this mean that I have cancer? Is my white blood cell count out of whack? Probably not, but I should report this to mother and go to the doctor to get it checked up on just in case, and while I'm there maybe I can get a cure for the never-ending cold of which I seem to have acquired.

I put in a quote from one of Jason Mraz's tour journals on here because i thought it was an incredible sentiment and described exactly what I'm feeling now. Things may not be awesome at the moment but they are going and maybe i'll grow because of this. I always read his tour journals before writing on here, or at least I try. He writes so cleverly and poetically that it just makes me want to imitate his flow. He just seems so at ease with himself, it makes me kind of jealous.

Recycled percussion today was insane. That's all I have to say about that.

I have to interiew my mother now. and then Gavin's on TV, woot.
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