May 10, 2004 21:36
WOW i just picked up my cap and gown today and my graduation invitations. We visited Hyrum at work it was fun =) any way It is starting to become such a reality... I have 5 more classes, I graduate in 10 days and move in 21. HOLY COW! I need to pcik a song to sing at graduation... OUR cap and gowns are sooo ugly. Haha our colors are the same as ASU's and my tassle looks like i graduated from ASU this year. Its hanging in my car until graduation! I have so much packing and what not to do. I need to finish up invitations and get them out haha seeing how I graduate in ten days. Maybe I should just write a graduation song... I dont know how well I could fo that though. I am not very good at writing musically. Holy cow ten more days as a highschool student. 5 MORE HIGH SCHOOL CLASSES!
Me and Katie hung out for a long time today. I am gonna miss that girl like crazy. Haha we watched ten things I hate about you... I LOVE THAT MOVIE! "your just too good to be true, cant take my eyes off of you, youd be like heaven to touch, i wanna hold you so much" (best part) It is not going to be the same going to shows without her. I dont know what I will do. I will have to put up signs " need show going buddy, one that is nice and has no problem with friendly punching me in the head" haha I am seriously going to miss her hardcore. She and I had as heart to heart on mothers day and she said lots of nice stuff to me and how I am such a good person and great friend and what not. It was nice to hear from her because lately I have been feeling like all my actions have gone unnoticed I guess they weren't.
Prom was friday... I had fun, but I was soo incredibly tired. He was a complete gentleman. He knows all his manners and its just wonderful =) haha My english teacher kept making comments to assume we would be " gettin it on" later haha ... WE ARE JUST FRIENDS MS KLAUS!!! she was all freak dancing and what not. haha she creeps me out completely. AHAHAHAHH Mister G our art teacher hes like only 23 and he shoed up with a mohawk and a baby blueish gray tux with the sleeves rolled up hahah and the collar flipped up. His date was totally 80s too! It was classic! =) I love that guy he is one of my favorite teachers. Well aslo cuz hes from scottsdale area and me and kate have our only scottsdale connection at school in him! haha I think there are onyl 4 students out of 150 that are white at my school. haha me and katie are 50% of the white kids. Its hilarious. But prom was really cheap it was nice ... for a couple it was only 30 dollars and that INCLUDED dinner! it was realy good. It was at beef eaters which sounds really bad but it was modeled after the one in england and is really classy.
I am going to miss chris. I had a good cry today.. I am sad that I have to end such a wonderful relationship. He and his family have shown me nothing but support and love. They have treated me as part of the family. I am sad to leave that. grace his sister said to me the other day " You are the best thing that has happened to him, and now your leaving him. We are sad that he has finally ffound this perfect girl that we all love and now she will just be gone" That was hard to take. I dont know, I know this is the right thing to be doing, but it doesnt make it any easier.
I am going to go and try to figure out some stuff... sit and ponder I guess you could say.