Sep 23, 2005 14:54
so at the moment i am smiling. i was held last night while i was sleeping. i haven't felt so safe in a long time. though i still close my eyes and pretend it's someone else it still calms me for the moment. like the taking back sunday song. "anyone will do tonight anyone will do tonight. close your eyes just settle settle close your eyes just settle settle." thats how it is for me.
on the upside. 15 days and i'll be the big 18... are you excited. i am so geeked. i can do most of the stuff i do now just legally. haha. well besides the drinking thing.