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the wind laughs in her face as the rain pours like tears down her cheeks fire spreads painfully through her chest her breathing is harsh restricted as though there were two boa constrictors fighting inside her simultaneously wrapping themselves around her lungs words of anguish dispair & heartache lodge in her throat causing her to gag making her stomache go nauseuos theres a relentless buzzing in the back of her head her heart pounds waves crash in her ears she can't stop shaking & now here come the real tears in hard racking sobs so violent her body is convulsing & they just keep coming finally when they persist she attempts a deep breath only to find that the constrictors haven't left her & the world on her shoulders does not feel any lighter instead it's somehow heavier as if the ocean of water that poured from her body only made things worse cause now her foot is caught in seaweed & the tide is rising over her head feeling hopeless & deafeated she takes one last look at the sky before she goes under & she's gone