Outstretched branches with never any leaves
So, the lower half of my body is swollen & bruise covered. I hurts to even think abut moving, both of my shoulders are fucked up, one of which is now an inch bigger than the other. Walking down stairs causes one of the most excrutiating pains I've ever felt in my life. It's completely immpossible for me to find a comfortable position. I haven't left my house all day. I haven't seen anyone other than family. I haven't spoken to anyone other than family. I've laid in bed watching West Wing & reading Newsweek on my dad's laptop. I have no gas in my car. I have no money. Wait, no, I have a dollar. I wanted to go to the Tate's sale today, but that didn't happen. My brother's out with his friends, he'll probably be out all night. I'll be doing the same thing I am now, unless I say fuck it & force myself to sleep, but then, that didn't work earlier, so why would it later? I haven't craved a cigarette as bad as I do right now in a very long time.