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So Friday, after receiving some major hint dropping text messages, Jon surprised me by showing up at my house. He drove all the way from Massacusets to see me for the weekend. Now this is after I prayed for a little while last week that I'd see him before he went off to train in Texas. Keep in mind I haven't seen him since Valentine's Day. I guess the power of attraction really does work.
Now that he was down here though, it seemed just the same as the last time we saw eachother. He gets pissy when I get pissy and when he gets pissy I get pissy. I got to experience the whole antisocial thing he does again when he doesn't want to be touched, because he's "too hot." So that sucked. But we were still just as comfortable.
Anyway, it was good seeing him but I definitely have some things to think about. I didn't bother to ask what our current situation is because I didn't feel like getting hurt today. I think we both know that it's something we have to think on. Maybe now is just a bad time in our lives. He needs to get his shit together so he can stop being a spazz about everything. And I need to find out what I'm doing too. I think, however, that I'd prefer someone less insensitive. I like to cuddle too much to be pushed away.
P.S. I love jam.
Now that he was down here though, it seemed just the same as the last time we saw eachother. He gets pissy when I get pissy and when he gets pissy I get pissy. I got to experience the whole antisocial thing he does again when he doesn't want to be touched, because he's "too hot." So that sucked. But we were still just as comfortable.
Anyway, it was good seeing him but I definitely have some things to think about. I didn't bother to ask what our current situation is because I didn't feel like getting hurt today. I think we both know that it's something we have to think on. Maybe now is just a bad time in our lives. He needs to get his shit together so he can stop being a spazz about everything. And I need to find out what I'm doing too. I think, however, that I'd prefer someone less insensitive. I like to cuddle too much to be pushed away.
P.S. I love jam.