hey wow
look at this livejournal i haven't written in since i broke up with ben... nice. sooo.. what, 10 months out now? i can't believe it's been almost a year i've been single. it feels good... though, to be completely honest, i am looking for someone again... i'm sure this is a good way to get my heart broken, but i just don't care anymore. i'm pretty sure for a while there i was trying to fuck up my life and almost succeeded... but hopefully i've learned a bit and will do better now.. :p right.
a year and a half of nursing school left. uhg. i should be typing up a paper right now, but i'm lazy. i'll do it soon i swear.
lots of shit going on... school, crazy workload, crazy hours at work... one sister graduating, the other getting married... lots to do. lots to think about... lots to keep myself safe from. it's not easy...
i'll spare whoever stumbles across this my emoness (though i doubt anyone reads it), and just say that... i need something. i don't know what yet. hopefully i'll figure it out though.
maybe i should actually type up that paper...
riiiight