May 22, 2004 10:36
It's SO crazy to say "I'm done with High school"! It really doesn't feel like we're done. A week from today, I graduate...what the hell is going on! lol. It's all gonna fly by now. After all the grad parties are over this summer, it's completely over. But until then I think that subject will live.
It's actually really sad to think that we're done but at the same time, I'm glad I don't have to put up with some people and their shit every day. I tried to be nice last night and have my friends over like I have during the last couple years but no one was excited about the idea from the beginning untilI said I'd have something, or something would be here. You'd think I'd learn by now that those things never turn out as I plan. I'm being the best hostesss I can be but in return wehile they're here I get picked on continuously and whatever. Randy basically said he doesn't wanan do group things like that anymore because they dont' get along with him. I don't blame him at all. My other group of friends though (Niki, Ethan) they actually welcome him, and give him a chance, so at least there's some hope.
I think I've had a flower or 2 on the table for the last month. I got one from my mom on mother's day cuz she always gets me and my sis flowers..why I dunno. A flower from Heerts for our last choir concert. A flower from Siek for the last play. Flowers from mom for it bein my last day yesterday. And I got a flower from Mrs. Sherr cuz I helpd with Aaron's quilt at the beginning of the year. I feel....flowered?
Nothing else new really. I talked to Adam the other day for the first time in months. He moved a couple weeks ago and I know where he lives cuz he explained to me where and I went to find it. He was half asleep though talking to him so I didn't stop. It's funny how much you keep in touch with some people over the years.
Well I should go. I dunno what I'm gonna do but whatever, here's my updated life I guess.