Some People...
So, I've cried myself to sleep for like, the third night in a row.
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If you don't want to read this post, because it's going to be a emotional one, you can gtfo.
I am not a happy person right now, mainly because when I try to encourage someone I care about to do something it comes across as being a bitch, or being too forceful. Not to mention, certain people I think I've known for years suddenly have all of these incredible ailments about closeness that appear out of nowhere. Man, fuck this shit. I'm just trying to be a good friend and all I get is bullshit in return.
Honest to god, I would rather have no friends at all than be treated like shit by the ones I think are there for me. Lately I've been in a shit ton physical pain, I STILL haven't gotten my Financial Aid, and everything is relatively up the shit creek.
I guess this is karmas way of biting me in the ass. The only people in my life that make me happy at present are my boyfriend and my family. It feels like no one else really gives two fucks, and if you do, then fucking show me.
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I'm really tired of half-hearted bullshit.
(This has nothing to do with anyone in KB in case you were wondering. You guys are fucking great. :D)
.. ..
If you don't want to read this post, because it's going to be a emotional one, you can gtfo.
I am not a happy person right now, mainly because when I try to encourage someone I care about to do something it comes across as being a bitch, or being too forceful. Not to mention, certain people I think I've known for years suddenly have all of these incredible ailments about closeness that appear out of nowhere. Man, fuck this shit. I'm just trying to be a good friend and all I get is bullshit in return.
Honest to god, I would rather have no friends at all than be treated like shit by the ones I think are there for me. Lately I've been in a shit ton physical pain, I STILL haven't gotten my Financial Aid, and everything is relatively up the shit creek.
I guess this is karmas way of biting me in the ass. The only people in my life that make me happy at present are my boyfriend and my family. It feels like no one else really gives two fucks, and if you do, then fucking show me.
.. ..
I'm really tired of half-hearted bullshit.
(This has nothing to do with anyone in KB in case you were wondering. You guys are fucking great. :D)