Mar 31, 2004 01:12
I saw you with your hands above your head, spinning around, trying not to look down but you did and you fell hard on the ground. You stumbled around for a good ten minutes and I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before and you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though.
Jennifer Garner mentioned me in her update and I can't really not talk about her. I think I was first introduced to her show on a flight somewhere and I was like god why this genre is so overdone but I watched it and then had to shamefully swallow my words. It's great, I love it and I'm going to buy the box sets eventually. And I guess the girl made an impression too since I've been going around telling anyone who cared to listen that I have a crush on her but then again, who don't I have a crush on, right. So then at the Oscars we finally had the chance to meet and she is so beautiful, like I want to cry beautiful. She wore that orange dress and she's always smiling and she has dimples, it's the cutest thing ever. I guess about then it struck me how some actors are TV show material and other do movies and I can't decide what would be the coolest. Making a movie is so much fun when the crew is really tight and we know where we're going and for a couple of months it practically your family, you know. But then I started thinking about what it would be to work with the same character, and also people, for years because I've never got to do that and I don't think I will, ever, and I felt like I was missing out. Obviously you get a lot closer to the character, you get a more complex personality, more background and history and it becomes like a person. It's really hard to get that from a 120 minutes movie and I guess why we have this award show in the first place is to honor those who manage to pull that off. And for me to hit on cute girls.
It's Ewan's birthday today. Happy birthday, baby. We celebrated this last week, I think, I made him take me out to the movies anyway and I got to choose and I chose Big Fish because was still running in "selected theatres" so I made him sit through that with me and at first it was just really funny but then I forgot all about funny and just loved this movie. So yes, good job. I've told you that thirteen times already. I love you.
And I probably forgot to tell you this like that time I forgot to tell you about that scar, remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? See, you're not what I expected but you're the only one who knows how to handle me and you're such a great kisser. I hope you can forgive me for that time when I put my hand between your legs and said it was small because it's really not at all. I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down just to keep you around because the day you realize how amazing you are, you're going to leave me.