Fantasies of us sweatin, can I hit it?

Apr 05, 2003 03:00

I remember every stolen kiss around corners at parties we attended. The way your breath smelled when you whispered hello even though we had greeted each other wholeheartedly an hour ago. This kind of intimacy required a second welcome. Your cheek against mine as say you fully intend to ask me to dance later and I'm not allowed to say no. That's about it. I leave for the bathroom and you retreat to a crowd. And it's never enough, but I'll take what I can get.

None of these things matter anymore. It's just pretty words on paper... eh, screen. Sometimes not even that. On Monday I start filming with the guy who updates about marrying my ex. Good times. I feel like I'm neglecting my duties as an UN ambassador with all this filming. I mean, it's not much just one person can do but to raise awareness. This is me raising awareness. My baby is learning new words everyday, and I can quite honestly say nothing is more important. Your whole world can be falling and then this little person says "kitchen" for the first time while grinning at you and you're melting because suddenly everything is just... okay. He's my guy and he has discovered the powers of pouting. What can I say, nothing to do but admit defeat and it's never been easier.

And finally, where is Keanu Reeves. I'd so hit that.

What I'm sayin, boo, is that it's all about you.
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