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[angiejas86]

sigh..
today felt so lonely....
damn me really like got no friends in the world like that...
well not really no friends
but friends which actually do tag along with u
all i have are friends that i follow...
they wan to go where i follow
thats it...
literally...
when i do ask them out....
no one bothers...
is either no respond or no time...
am i really going to have such "friends"
all my life?
sometimes..
is not that i act dao or anything...
is just that ppl don't feel my presence...
in a crowd i simply hate it...
really hate that feeling...
at least when i am alone...
i know that i am alone out there...
but alone in a crowd...
it really stresses me out...
if you get what i ment...
i mean... really.. the feeling of loneliness in a crowd is almost unbrearable...
other times when i "dao" is simply because no one "saw" me till that split sec..
i mean like no point lo...
sometime u really wonder y bother?
sigh...

anyway i bought my hand glove today :D
for moto bike la..
hm... maybe i should go back to my tom boyish outfit again...
i mean... thats the real me right?
y bother to act as if u are someone else?
simply ignor what others say lo :D
at least u will live happier right?