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Omg!! i fuckin hate my life and shit.... today when i came home i got fuckin yelled and shit from my step dad,
I came home and he was like "where were you?" and i was like "with a friend" and he got all mad and shit, so then he was like looking down in my hoodie pocket, and he saw something and he was like ''what's that?" and i was like "a walkman" he was like "no, what's that green thing in you pocket" and i said "nothing" then he took them out, and he saw that they were a pack of cigs and he got mad and shit... so he took them away from me, but i didn't let him...so then i turned around to go to my room, because i was really scared thinkin what was he gonna do, so then he punched me in my back, so i fuckin hit him back, and then he kicked me on my back... so then i fell and hit my face on the egde of the table, and now i have a huge fuckin cut on my face on my right side and it hurts like hell, but yeah after i have look really pale and drugged out and shit, but i fuckin hate my step dad, i hate him to the point where i really wanna kill him myself....
The other thing i hate about him is that he is always calls me a fuckin drug addict and i hate that... i know it seems ever since i took that drug when i was with some friends on a wednesday (the day before take your kids to work day) i was with some friends and my friend was like "here take this drug, it will get your mind off of things" and so then i took it and then i was like going crazy really fuckin crazy i was seeing shit, i went numb i couldn't feel anything, so i ask my friend to like punch in the face and thats where i got knocked out and shit and was in the hospital thursday, friday, and saturday and a few days after i felt depressed, anarexic (sp) and other shit like that, anger problems, i haven't been able to think straight, i can't say my words right when i try to say something it doesn't come out right and shit... bbut yeah that drug really fucked me up bad...so now my moms like thinkin about taking me back to live with my aunt in arizona and i don't want to because i fuckin hate that bitch and she hates me and i don't want to live with her... but yeah i'll get over all this shit..
BUT I HOPE HE DIES IN HIS BATHTUB.....! STUPID SLUT WHORE