May 18, 2005 12:59
hey, i havent beeen up to toooo much lately....ummm last weekend i went to lisas house cuz of sum stuff and i spent time with the family and stufff...then monday...what did i do? oo ok i went to school like always and i stayed after school for sumthing...important and then i got home and found out lisas aunt died..
RIP lisas aunt...( i dont know how to spell her name) but shes in my prayers..
then after that i did homework and had shishkabobs for dinner and that was that..then yesterday i was flippin out for no reason i guess.....and now today i have no school and im bored as hell..
today my mom made me clean for the first time in like 3 months lol and i cant believe it..i didnt die!!! lol
i miss *him* so much..i screwed it up big time and i cant believe how much i took him for granted...i really want another chance...
ive gotta go...talk to you later