Stop making the eyes at me, I'll stop making the eyes at you.
"What it is that surprises me is that I don't really want you to."
So, um, school is going pretty well. I have my first quiz on Tuesday in Speech and I'm studying my ass off for the 100%. I have so much reading to do all the time, and so much homework too. It doesn't help that I'm always exhausted either. Working doesn't really help me in that factor as well.
And I haven't been thinking about whatshisface either.
Am I fooling anyone? No? Okay.
I'm trying to seperate school and work in the sense that 96% of my brain must be focused on my schoolwork and studying, while the last 3% think about working and NOT about him.
(Translation: I think about him awaaay too much and it needs to stop. But I don't want it to. I love the feeling of my heart jumping and sweaty palms. What the fuck? No I don't. But I die whenever we "flirt", all the cute things he says and does. But he wouldn't like someone like me. Not in that way, anyway. Fuck, I'm too old for this.)
So, um, school is going pretty well. I have my first quiz on Tuesday in Speech and I'm studying my ass off for the 100%. I have so much reading to do all the time, and so much homework too. It doesn't help that I'm always exhausted either. Working doesn't really help me in that factor as well.
And I haven't been thinking about whatshisface either.
Am I fooling anyone? No? Okay.
I'm trying to seperate school and work in the sense that 96% of my brain must be focused on my schoolwork and studying, while the last 3% think about working and NOT about him.
(Translation: I think about him awaaay too much and it needs to stop. But I don't want it to. I love the feeling of my heart jumping and sweaty palms. What the fuck? No I don't. But I die whenever we "flirt", all the cute things he says and does. But he wouldn't like someone like me. Not in that way, anyway. Fuck, I'm too old for this.)