Tred softly stranger, and move over towards the danger that you seek.
I have a feeling I'm going to use the Alex Turner heartbreak icon often.
I really don't know what to say, or think, anymore concerning my current, for lack of a better word, romantic situation. Just ignoring my feelings isn't going to work, so that's no longer an option. I'm just sticking to keeping our relationship purely professional. I'm going to focus (try to anyway) on my job and attempt to do it better, since I know I can be quite the bitch to some ignorant bastards. School's starting soon, so that's definitely going to take my mind off him. And who knows, maybe I'll find a new love interest at school. It'd be more appropriate.
Or maybe I'm just very, very, VERY fucking lonely. Maybe that's why I'm blowing this whole crush thing out of proportion. I haven't found a single guy attractive and funny and nice in over four years. I'm so new at this it's fucking embarassing. Some girls my age are mothers already, although I know that isn't the greatest comparison.
Me: I give you an...eight out of ten. No, nine.
Him: A nine? For what?
Me: Rating of how cute you are out of ten.
Him: Oh really? Wow, thank you. But, oh why couldn't I get a ten?
See, things like this make it hard for me to forget his undeniable cuteness.
I'm waiting for distractions, and I hope they get here as soon as fucking possible.
I really don't know what to say, or think, anymore concerning my current, for lack of a better word, romantic situation. Just ignoring my feelings isn't going to work, so that's no longer an option. I'm just sticking to keeping our relationship purely professional. I'm going to focus (try to anyway) on my job and attempt to do it better, since I know I can be quite the bitch to some ignorant bastards. School's starting soon, so that's definitely going to take my mind off him. And who knows, maybe I'll find a new love interest at school. It'd be more appropriate.
Or maybe I'm just very, very, VERY fucking lonely. Maybe that's why I'm blowing this whole crush thing out of proportion. I haven't found a single guy attractive and funny and nice in over four years. I'm so new at this it's fucking embarassing. Some girls my age are mothers already, although I know that isn't the greatest comparison.
Me: I give you an...eight out of ten. No, nine.
Him: A nine? For what?
Me: Rating of how cute you are out of ten.
Him: Oh really? Wow, thank you. But, oh why couldn't I get a ten?
See, things like this make it hard for me to forget his undeniable cuteness.
I'm waiting for distractions, and I hope they get here as soon as fucking possible.