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I think I forgot how to blog after so long. Or I just don't know what to blog because the days are just more boring than ever.
But I think I got it. Since my mission, I just don't have so much to rage anymore, and it's a good thing! I love me right now. This is what I used to be, that happy-go-lucky person who is simple enough to know what makes happy. I used to be optimistic a lot. I used to always see the good in things. Actually, I had always seen the good in things, just not in myself for some reason. But now, I can see it.
Sure, I still can't do anything decent. People still complain that I'm on the computer too much (well, there's just nothing to do at home, and dude, most of you are the same too just plus going out to work...okay, I love my games). I can't draw more than ever. Computer stuff, what is that again, I forgot everything. Future, I'm not too sure. But you know, I'm still happy regardless, because I decided to go all out with everything I can anyway, because my problem was always the fact that I'm always doing nothing. Aimlessly surfing, not doing what I have to do to improve myself, such a waste of time!
My first accomplishment was finishing the manga draft a week earlier than expected. Man. And I actually inked or drew something every day. I used to not do anything for a few days in a row, except playing games maybe. But I'm better right now. And I know I can be better, I just gotta push myself. Like, this afternoon, entering data for my brother, my mind told me to go check my laptop, but hand kept moving till I was practically almost done when I decided to take a rest. Man, how satisfying was that! And I stopped running off after dinner, but stopped to just be with family and doing chores. I can actually tear myself away from the laptop to play with my niece, too. It's a more fulfilling life.
I know what draft I'm making next. It's my next bet. If it doesn't get through, it will be a Japanese webcomic, just to give eternalilith something to do. Unless anyone else wants to practice translating for me. Still continuing Project Creation, and as for Wandering Fate...thinking about it. Hum, what else did I have to do?
Did you notice my change, by the way? I don't know about you, but I feel like I have changed for the most part.
Whoa, my LJ ranking went 12615 up to 17543. How does that work.
Heading back to Singapore tomorrow, kinda excited, kinda will miss my niece. She is so freakin' cute...and such a heavy active kid for a 16-month-old.
But I think I got it. Since my mission, I just don't have so much to rage anymore, and it's a good thing! I love me right now. This is what I used to be, that happy-go-lucky person who is simple enough to know what makes happy. I used to be optimistic a lot. I used to always see the good in things. Actually, I had always seen the good in things, just not in myself for some reason. But now, I can see it.
Sure, I still can't do anything decent. People still complain that I'm on the computer too much (well, there's just nothing to do at home, and dude, most of you are the same too just plus going out to work...okay, I love my games). I can't draw more than ever. Computer stuff, what is that again, I forgot everything. Future, I'm not too sure. But you know, I'm still happy regardless, because I decided to go all out with everything I can anyway, because my problem was always the fact that I'm always doing nothing. Aimlessly surfing, not doing what I have to do to improve myself, such a waste of time!
My first accomplishment was finishing the manga draft a week earlier than expected. Man. And I actually inked or drew something every day. I used to not do anything for a few days in a row, except playing games maybe. But I'm better right now. And I know I can be better, I just gotta push myself. Like, this afternoon, entering data for my brother, my mind told me to go check my laptop, but hand kept moving till I was practically almost done when I decided to take a rest. Man, how satisfying was that! And I stopped running off after dinner, but stopped to just be with family and doing chores. I can actually tear myself away from the laptop to play with my niece, too. It's a more fulfilling life.
I know what draft I'm making next. It's my next bet. If it doesn't get through, it will be a Japanese webcomic, just to give eternalilith something to do. Unless anyone else wants to practice translating for me. Still continuing Project Creation, and as for Wandering Fate...thinking about it. Hum, what else did I have to do?
Did you notice my change, by the way? I don't know about you, but I feel like I have changed for the most part.
Whoa, my LJ ranking went 12615 up to 17543. How does that work.
Heading back to Singapore tomorrow, kinda excited, kinda will miss my niece. She is so freakin' cute...and such a heavy active kid for a 16-month-old.