Irritated
I am one of the few teenagers(?) who is less influenced by peer pressures. When they back-stab people or use profanity in their language, I don't follow them.
But do you know how freaking hard it is to keep it that way?
Yesterday, I went out with a couple of my classmates to lunch and study at Starbucks. I say, Sarah is a whole LOT different from the first time I met her---the words that come out of her now are dirty. Very. And not just the EFF word, but mostly the EFF word. And I hate the EFF word. I've always attempted to neutralize that word to something else, but it's getting harder. People around me are using it like it's an everyday word. I can't stand it anymore.
I'm not trying to offend anybody, it's your business if you like to use it. I'm just attached by religion to keep a good standard. Yes, I'm a very religious person. I didn't even drink coffee when I was at Starbucks. The only thing I enjoyed there was the music, not the smell. But if I hear the EFF word some more, I'm going to ram myself against the wall. It wasn't even this serious last year because only like a couple or more of my classmates use them, and rarely too. And secondary school? Nobody ever used it. My hometown is clean with language. That's why I can't wait to go home. I simply MUST go home.
My mom told me to influence others with my good standards, but is it possible? No. Not when you hear them more often than you don't.
In other news, my domain was suspended again, ironically on Friday 13th. Then I realize that I couldn't get rid of any illegal files in my forum folder. But my webhost helped me settle things so I may have access to them, so everything is fine now. Also, I have only just realized that the forum folder is under 777 permission, that's why people could just upload whatever they want without me knowing. I fix it to 755 for now, hopefully that will be the end of it.
Happy Father's Day.
But do you know how freaking hard it is to keep it that way?
Yesterday, I went out with a couple of my classmates to lunch and study at Starbucks. I say, Sarah is a whole LOT different from the first time I met her---the words that come out of her now are dirty. Very. And not just the EFF word, but mostly the EFF word. And I hate the EFF word. I've always attempted to neutralize that word to something else, but it's getting harder. People around me are using it like it's an everyday word. I can't stand it anymore.
I'm not trying to offend anybody, it's your business if you like to use it. I'm just attached by religion to keep a good standard. Yes, I'm a very religious person. I didn't even drink coffee when I was at Starbucks. The only thing I enjoyed there was the music, not the smell. But if I hear the EFF word some more, I'm going to ram myself against the wall. It wasn't even this serious last year because only like a couple or more of my classmates use them, and rarely too. And secondary school? Nobody ever used it. My hometown is clean with language. That's why I can't wait to go home. I simply MUST go home.
My mom told me to influence others with my good standards, but is it possible? No. Not when you hear them more often than you don't.
In other news, my domain was suspended again, ironically on Friday 13th. Then I realize that I couldn't get rid of any illegal files in my forum folder. But my webhost helped me settle things so I may have access to them, so everything is fine now. Also, I have only just realized that the forum folder is under 777 permission, that's why people could just upload whatever they want without me knowing. I fix it to 755 for now, hopefully that will be the end of it.
Happy Father's Day.