Nothing to Say
Just thought I should update.
Lately I've been having insomnia...curse my rich imagination. I've been thinking too much before I go to sleep---mainly on story plots. But it's sort of satisfying too since everything is falling into place logically now. Now all I have to do is to implement those ideas... I need to stop playing RPG too. My manga pages are staring at me in front of me, waiting for me to ink/draw, but the Internet distracts me even though there isn't much to do anymore. I fail like that.
Yesterday was Mother's Day. So I called home last night, talked to mom. But it's not right...I didn't miss my mom. I missed my bro. He called back to wish mom, but I couldn't be there to hear his voice. I need his voice...I just can't stand it without him. Isn't it just ironic? For a long time, it never mattered to me whether he wasn't around. In fact, I used to feel at ease when he wasn't. He was always bickering at me anyway. Now, he is away, and we can barely get enough news from him, there is just this empty feeling in me. And it is this time when he showed the caring side of him, his letter and emails...I hate my brother. He always has to make me cry. I hate him hate him hate him.
I need to talk to a guy.
Lately I've been having insomnia...curse my rich imagination. I've been thinking too much before I go to sleep---mainly on story plots. But it's sort of satisfying too since everything is falling into place logically now. Now all I have to do is to implement those ideas... I need to stop playing RPG too. My manga pages are staring at me in front of me, waiting for me to ink/draw, but the Internet distracts me even though there isn't much to do anymore. I fail like that.
Yesterday was Mother's Day. So I called home last night, talked to mom. But it's not right...I didn't miss my mom. I missed my bro. He called back to wish mom, but I couldn't be there to hear his voice. I need his voice...I just can't stand it without him. Isn't it just ironic? For a long time, it never mattered to me whether he wasn't around. In fact, I used to feel at ease when he wasn't. He was always bickering at me anyway. Now, he is away, and we can barely get enough news from him, there is just this empty feeling in me. And it is this time when he showed the caring side of him, his letter and emails...I hate my brother. He always has to make me cry. I hate him hate him hate him.
I need to talk to a guy.