Insomnia
i really hate it when you wake up out of your sleep and realize whatever you were dreaming made you really sad it sucks damn that pee for making its presence known! So yes I dragged my ass out of bed cause the ceiling got to boring to look at and here i am typing on my computer at 6:20 am thinking hey i should just go to work and suck it up and get ot ok that is really not goig to happen cause i want to go back to bed and snuggle with my woman, I have a lot of anxiety about her surgery I mean i know she will be ok but still they are full on taking out her kindeys and despite what everyone thinks when i say that they are not putting new ones in yet, Also I am debating on whether or not i should send a friend i have not spoke to in about a year a birthday card. We had a really big falling out and I was a little stupid you know the we shouldnt be attracted o shit we are what do we do oh yeah never talk again cause we cant go there ..........It turned out really good that that happened cause shortly after i met the love of my life but still i find myself really missing truly just the friendship and really sad that I can no loger talk to her. Who knows I am thinking I will send a quick note saying ahppy birthday and that worst tht can happen is A. she will not respond or B. I will get a mail bomb .......lol yeah more than liekly option a. Anyways my ass is cold and im going back to bed cause if the cats wake up there is no turning back they are satan spawn in the morning