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stuck stuck stuck, I'm starting to think that this is just how being an adult feels, stuck.
well for the moment anyway, I still haven't given up hope that I will find a solvent strong enough to eat through this glue.
I'm worried about people I love, mostly two people, I'm afraid things are ending and I don't know what to do. But what can you do when no one listens, just sit back and hope they get through that blackberry bush you told them was blocking their path, hope they don't get too hurt and be there when they are out, with band-aids and neosporin.
So in just....3ish months I am leaving... I hope, I'm worried that I will get an e-mail from Missoula Children's theater saying sorry they don't need me anymore. I haven't offically signed anything yet so they could. Then there is the problem of when I do leave, 5 months on the road with one other person probably in the mid-west during winter.... not really a recepie for fun times, then there is the money I need to worry about, I'll still have my apartment cause brian is living there so I need to send money so we can keep it and he can go to college. I just hope when he is out next spring he can find as good of a job as my roommate Jayme did. and that when I get back I can actually have a job I want to do. oh and make enough money to get married now that we are engaged... Ah the American Dream.
for now I've been thinking of singing on a street corner down town.... for reals I need money.
well for the moment anyway, I still haven't given up hope that I will find a solvent strong enough to eat through this glue.
I'm worried about people I love, mostly two people, I'm afraid things are ending and I don't know what to do. But what can you do when no one listens, just sit back and hope they get through that blackberry bush you told them was blocking their path, hope they don't get too hurt and be there when they are out, with band-aids and neosporin.
So in just....3ish months I am leaving... I hope, I'm worried that I will get an e-mail from Missoula Children's theater saying sorry they don't need me anymore. I haven't offically signed anything yet so they could. Then there is the problem of when I do leave, 5 months on the road with one other person probably in the mid-west during winter.... not really a recepie for fun times, then there is the money I need to worry about, I'll still have my apartment cause brian is living there so I need to send money so we can keep it and he can go to college. I just hope when he is out next spring he can find as good of a job as my roommate Jayme did. and that when I get back I can actually have a job I want to do. oh and make enough money to get married now that we are engaged... Ah the American Dream.
for now I've been thinking of singing on a street corner down town.... for reals I need money.