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I sit next to you in the back seat, never wanting to let you go
I wonder how you can be so cool and calm, while I am a wreck
So scared that you'll leave me for good, scared that this is the last. A month is a long time, time enough to see my flaws, to see who I think I am and I'm afraid you will. I let you go, knowing I've kept you too long this night, and you will be tired in the morning and I hate myself for it. I watch you drive off and lay my head on the steering wheal and cry for the emptiness I already feel. I am sorry, for what I don’t know but I say it again to myself out loud “I’m sorry”.
I wonder how you can be so cool and calm, while I am a wreck
So scared that you'll leave me for good, scared that this is the last. A month is a long time, time enough to see my flaws, to see who I think I am and I'm afraid you will. I let you go, knowing I've kept you too long this night, and you will be tired in the morning and I hate myself for it. I watch you drive off and lay my head on the steering wheal and cry for the emptiness I already feel. I am sorry, for what I don’t know but I say it again to myself out loud “I’m sorry”.