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So, i've tried this before but haven't been able to effectively (or is that affectively?) keep a journal since my freshman year of college.
Anyway, here goes again. I spent the day advising friends on their realtionships/life and it just makes me wonder, who am I to be giving advice on HS relationships? I mean, look at my two and a half major HS relationships:
1) Vampire-boy: I was emotionally-dependant and needy, ruining my first real relationship simply because I wanted it to work so badly.
2) Gay-boy: OK, I am *so* over people saying that I turned him gay. I didn't! He was already that way...I just brought that to the forefront with my desire to make him like me. I was willing to try anything. A sexually-naive-but-adventurous-virgin is NOT a good combination.
3) Cockless: Unfortunately, this is probably where I should have gone in HS. Just think how different my stories would be if I had gotten up the nerve to break up with gay boy and take a chance.
But, if it hadn't have been for all of those wrong boys, I might never have found my right boy. And so what if it isn't like it is in romance novels. Novels are written to help people escape reality, right? So that don't actually portray reality.
Right?
Sometimes I just wish I had had more experience in HS and college so that I wouldn't wonder.
Instead, I just live vicariously through the lives of those ten years younger than me.
Ohhhh...my sad life.
Anyway, girl's night tomorrow. Sooooooo excited. WOW! Literally! I don't know what I want. I mean, really, how many sex toys does a girl need?
Well, gotta go night night.
Anyway, here goes again. I spent the day advising friends on their realtionships/life and it just makes me wonder, who am I to be giving advice on HS relationships? I mean, look at my two and a half major HS relationships:
1) Vampire-boy: I was emotionally-dependant and needy, ruining my first real relationship simply because I wanted it to work so badly.
2) Gay-boy: OK, I am *so* over people saying that I turned him gay. I didn't! He was already that way...I just brought that to the forefront with my desire to make him like me. I was willing to try anything. A sexually-naive-but-adventurous-virgin is NOT a good combination.
3) Cockless: Unfortunately, this is probably where I should have gone in HS. Just think how different my stories would be if I had gotten up the nerve to break up with gay boy and take a chance.
But, if it hadn't have been for all of those wrong boys, I might never have found my right boy. And so what if it isn't like it is in romance novels. Novels are written to help people escape reality, right? So that don't actually portray reality.
Right?
Sometimes I just wish I had had more experience in HS and college so that I wouldn't wonder.
Instead, I just live vicariously through the lives of those ten years younger than me.
Ohhhh...my sad life.
Anyway, girl's night tomorrow. Sooooooo excited. WOW! Literally! I don't know what I want. I mean, really, how many sex toys does a girl need?
Well, gotta go night night.