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ouch
the only four letters that i think best describe what life has to offer me.
not just me; anybody
uuuf.
i've no idea what ill do.
i've been doing nothing.
college was a way to postpone reality, and that's about to be over.
so foolish so foolish.
a lot of crazy experiences. waking up to early. researching. colaborating. meeting strange people for a semester to never know them again. reading readings that don't stick in permanant memory.
to have a degree
which means nothing to me.
i could tell you a thing or about your brain and what is and is not "normal human behavior,"
but i would bore myself, you, and probably not ever fully believe much of what is being said.
i sit in my remaining classes with my eyebrows scrunched and my mouth squeezed shut because i can't stand what a joke it all is. we arent learning. most of the student teacher population is learning how to develop larger egos.
and now what? well, i havent worked in about 3 months. just school. i just got a job.
fucking starbucks.
i never thought i would serve coffee to strangers again.
its going to be tough. a degree and a job at starbucks.
wish me luck.
ouuuf.
er, ouch.
i miss you people
the only four letters that i think best describe what life has to offer me.
not just me; anybody
uuuf.
i've no idea what ill do.
i've been doing nothing.
college was a way to postpone reality, and that's about to be over.
so foolish so foolish.
a lot of crazy experiences. waking up to early. researching. colaborating. meeting strange people for a semester to never know them again. reading readings that don't stick in permanant memory.
to have a degree
which means nothing to me.
i could tell you a thing or about your brain and what is and is not "normal human behavior,"
but i would bore myself, you, and probably not ever fully believe much of what is being said.
i sit in my remaining classes with my eyebrows scrunched and my mouth squeezed shut because i can't stand what a joke it all is. we arent learning. most of the student teacher population is learning how to develop larger egos.
and now what? well, i havent worked in about 3 months. just school. i just got a job.
fucking starbucks.
i never thought i would serve coffee to strangers again.
its going to be tough. a degree and a job at starbucks.
wish me luck.
ouuuf.
er, ouch.
i miss you people