Jan 08, 2007 06:23
I actually originally posted this one on myspace. I was really proud of it so I thought I'd re-post it here...
This is to EVERYONE, to everyone walking the face of the Earth, to anyone floating in the fucking cosmos.
If you can't say something nice, dont say it at all...
Consistancy is a vertue... Mind games are childish...
If you have to make messes or bring others down around you to feel like a bigger, more important person... Stay the hell away from me...
If you can't see all that life has given you, all that the care that other's give, if you can't see past your bubble then you need to pick up, pack up, and move on; for this behaivor gets you no where but sent up the river leaving you all wet in the end.
I will not spend my time worrying about other people's bullshit, nonsence high school drama. I graduated 3 years ago; high school is behind me. If other people want to live their lives that way, go right ahead. These things are simply not my problem.
Im just Angie. Im not involved. I live my life from day to day as best I can.
I will not reduce myself to such silly things that are other people's affairs. Im just little Angie, I get by when and how I can... I am a friendly, non-shit starting person. What you see is what you get...
Dont say something to my face and then say something different to 10 different people. If you cant say how you feel than dont say anything at all...
Treat others how you want to be treated and expect nothing more.
I have my own life to live. Im just simply not getting involved in other people's shit. Period.
This is to EVERYONE, to everyone walking the face of the Earth, to anyone floating in the fucking cosmos. There are at least three people that are going to think this is specifically to them... Nope. Though I will be the bigger person and admit at least 6 people have inspired this note.
I said that I wasnt going to get wrapped up in anyone else's dramas and I fucking ment it. Enjoy my company and friendship; have fun with me when I'm around. If this is some stange impossibility, then leave me be.
I have a thousand other problems in my own life, I have three people and two cats that are top priority... Everything else is simply not my problem.
Ofcourse, dont mistake this as I wont be there when a friend needs me. Im always there to give a hug or lend an ear; need something off your chest? Awsome, Im good for that. I can listen to other people's problems all day. Need a hug or random sammich at 3am?? That I can do, and I have; I always have. That's who I am.
Im not doing anything to hurt anyone else, I've not actively done anything to wrong someone else. Im just here, I just exist.
Dont dick me around, dont treat me like Im stupid. Don't think I dont know when lies are being told and games are being played.
Im not involved, it's not my problem.
This is to EVERYONE, to everyone walking the face of the Earth, to anyone floating in the fucking cosmos.
If someone out there still doesnt get it, listen now, cause Im only saying this once...
I've not come out of hell, come out on top from being raped, beaten, stabbed, shot, abandoned, traumatized, and betrayed(amoungst many other things), to have other people bring me down any further than I already am. I have survived worse and come out stronger for it. Therefore, other people not getting along with eachother is something stupid and trivial and need not affect me in any way. Im misrable enough because others felt the need to hurt me or envolve me in bad situations. I am trying to put that stuff behind me, I will have nothing to do with anyone hatching something new.
The concept of a friend is someone who is there for someone else and brings good things to their life. Love and Laughter. Enjoy me and be enjoyable, or dont bother at all.
I bring my love, compassion, and advice(and sometimes some baked good) to the table. You have the very simple choice of take it and enjoy it, or leave it be and do no more.
This is to EVERYONE, to everyone walking the face of the Earth, to anyone floating in the fucking cosmos.
I certainly hope I got my point across.. Cause this is it.
Im going to go eat some Gushers now and watch cartoons. If within the next millenia someone feels the need to further involve me in some drama or other such related thing, know that I am completely involved in scratching my own ass and counting dust particles. This is invigorating and far more important and will take up any time and/or resources that may have been spent on such silly things. In fact, it is far more important for me to stare at the ceiling for hours on end looking for shapes in the ripply stuff.. Hell I would rather risk my life in giving a stray cat a bath than get wrapped up in anyone else's problems... Nope, see, I have no time for it... None whatsoever....
PS! To everyother MALE I know.... Please take the damn tampon out... Men dont bleed so stop PMSing on me... I would thuroughly appreciate non-moody males.... THANX!!!!!