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So much has happened and I need to resist from talking about it all night long; I am tired as fuck and should have been in bed hours ago.
I am in more financial hell, I have this big trip that I cant take back in the works. After all is said and done Im going to be in the hole.
Unemployment has cut me off and I have to go back to work. Im appealing it, but I have no actual hopes of anything working out for me. I just really wanted to focus on my schooling, this is all incredibly important to me.
I started blood draws, that was interesting; Im such a damn vamp. Ofcourse Im a natural at Phelbotomy.
I changed my schedule, Im going to be going to school 10a-2p insted of 1p-5p so that everything, including finding and keeping a job, will be some what easier. This made me sad as I do infact, for the first fucking time in my life, like my classmates, I really liked them. My teachers were pretty cool too. I hope this class is just as cool; but the others shall be missed.
Im tired all the time, Im not sleeping well, Im depressed, stressed, worried as fuck, and hoping that something falls into place and goes right so I can stop fucking worrying all the time and feel comfortible in my own fucking skin.
Im sad, scared, and lost. I feel like Im kicked into full throtle(sp?) and Im losing my life. I want to be enjoying this part of my life not dredding it and crying everyday because I have to get out of my warm, safe, comfy, non-judgemental, happy place of a bed.
Growing up blows, Im not were or who I want to be.
I vote for a new one.
SANCTUARY!! SANCTUARY!!!!
I am in more financial hell, I have this big trip that I cant take back in the works. After all is said and done Im going to be in the hole.
Unemployment has cut me off and I have to go back to work. Im appealing it, but I have no actual hopes of anything working out for me. I just really wanted to focus on my schooling, this is all incredibly important to me.
I started blood draws, that was interesting; Im such a damn vamp. Ofcourse Im a natural at Phelbotomy.
I changed my schedule, Im going to be going to school 10a-2p insted of 1p-5p so that everything, including finding and keeping a job, will be some what easier. This made me sad as I do infact, for the first fucking time in my life, like my classmates, I really liked them. My teachers were pretty cool too. I hope this class is just as cool; but the others shall be missed.
Im tired all the time, Im not sleeping well, Im depressed, stressed, worried as fuck, and hoping that something falls into place and goes right so I can stop fucking worrying all the time and feel comfortible in my own fucking skin.
Im sad, scared, and lost. I feel like Im kicked into full throtle(sp?) and Im losing my life. I want to be enjoying this part of my life not dredding it and crying everyday because I have to get out of my warm, safe, comfy, non-judgemental, happy place of a bed.
Growing up blows, Im not were or who I want to be.
I vote for a new one.
SANCTUARY!! SANCTUARY!!!!