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I have this overwhelming feeling of nervousness.
I've been shaking all day.
I feel like I did 4 years ago...and let me tell you, that wasn't a good feeling.
I didn't like me then...looking back.
I...I just wanna...I dont even know what.
Maddox is with my mom till Wednesday...I told her I needed to be with myself. And thank God she understood.
There are things I wish I could do but I can't.
I dont really know what I'm talking about...but at the same time things have never been this clear in a long time.
*screams*
I dont know.
I need a nap.
I'll be around though...if anyone wants, gimme a call. I'll be here till like 7:40 (est)
I've been shaking all day.
I feel like I did 4 years ago...and let me tell you, that wasn't a good feeling.
I didn't like me then...looking back.
I...I just wanna...I dont even know what.
Maddox is with my mom till Wednesday...I told her I needed to be with myself. And thank God she understood.
There are things I wish I could do but I can't.
I dont really know what I'm talking about...but at the same time things have never been this clear in a long time.
*screams*
I dont know.
I need a nap.
I'll be around though...if anyone wants, gimme a call. I'll be here till like 7:40 (est)