Wow
Total crazyness! So why is it that like four of my friends are pregnant? That's like soo crazy, and there all around the same time frame. Why couldn't someone be pregnant when I was shit?!?!? lol. That would have made things a lot easier. No but for real that's totally crazy, and I'm so happy for all of them. I love my baby boy, and wouldn't change n e of it for the world. Everthing is going sooo good. Jeff and I couldn't be happier (well we could if Caleb and I were moved in with him completely) but that'll happen here soon.
So tomorrow I go away for the weekend with Jeff we're goin "two-tracking" never been so this should be exciting. We're gonna go camping n shit which I can't remember the last time I went camping. So I'm looking for a new job. I feel bad cause now that I pretty much got Heather
snow_lush a job at my work, I'm leaving. But it's cool I guess I mean I know she needs a job really bad but anyways yea so I need to make more money and my hours that I'm working now suck completely. I work two to nine nine-thirty everyday. I never see my son and I don't make enough money. The only reason why I'm not moved in with Jeff is cause my money sitaution. Let's see here
$200 car insurance
$260 car payment
$50 phone bill
$75 babysitter everyother week
oh not to mention food and fuckin gas everyweek yea so that's around all together $650 a month. Now you tell me how I can afford all this and when I move in with Jeff $400 more for house payment? Oh and I only make like $200 a week. Crazy hunh? Yea I need a new job. I mean don't get me wrong I love where I work I love the friends that I have there but damn, I can't live like this. I hate the fact that I live at home still. Especially when I was all moved out, leaving and going back to your parents sucks! I know a few of you know what i'm talkin about.
Oh well it's cool though everything will work out here eventually! (hopefully)
LovenZ