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whether people believe it or not....sometimes i have self-esteem issues...which is why often times my pessimistic side comes out..when i am by myself i feel as though nothing can conquer me, but once someone comes into my life, I feel as though I am going to get hurt..I hate feeling like that and that is why today I am going to promise, that I am going to have more confidence in myself..I am a good person and I have a lot of things going for me. I have the ability to make someone happy. I am going to start living for the day and enjoy each second of every minute within every hour of each day. I am going to stop thinking of things so negatively and enjoy my life. I have to learn that I can't control other people or what they do. If someone's intentions are to hurt you, that is what they will do and there is no way of predicting it or stopping it. So instead of thinking of what people MIGHT do, I will enjoy each moment. I will deal with the sitaution as it comes. I want to relax more as a person and be happy. I know that everything in the world is not happiness. Happiness would not be in existance without sadness.. Often times one is dependant on the other...But I can control the happiness that I can give to someone or myself...and that is what I am going to do...i am still young and can't stress myself afraid that someone will hurt me..it is just a part of life. as long as i am a good person that is all i need to worry about. prieto i am sorry about questioning you so much. i love you and i believe that you wouldn't hurt me. all i ask is if you feel like you don't want this anymore let me know,,,or if yo think about doing something to hurt me,,,just let me go...i really do hope that you never have to let me go and that i never have to let you go..hopes this continues...my confidence building starts today....