problem after problem too
here i am at work and am kinda stress..i say kinda because i am trying no to think about it...yeah yesterday i heard some news that i really did not want to hear at all...and here i am AGAIN in an awful situation..what sucks now is that i have no type of emotion...i really thought that i wasn't going to have to deal with this shit again,,but guess again...it is back again...i am NOT going to go through this again...last time it hurt me so bad that i refuse to let myself feel like that again..all i have to say is that the same thing is going to happen i need to know and i need to know NOW...i will walk and close that chapter of my life for good..i will not reopen it and chances are over...there is only so much a person can take...and i strongly believe that i am a good person and that i need a good person beside me....but it is like an emotional, mental game that i will not play...not that i am inconsiderate of other people, but who cares about you if you don't care about urself.. i need to take care of myself and what i want and care about...i need to be strong for that am i am not going to let no one break me down and put me in a negative emotional state...that shit stops...and it is going to stop NOW...I, AS A STRONG WOMAN WILL NOT LET ANYONE MANIPULATE MY FEELINGS.. I WILL BE STRONG FOR MYSELF AND FOR THAT SPECIAL PERSON...PRIETO I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT YOU, BUT YOU NEED TO GET THIS SITUATION SETTLED ASAP..AND LET ME KNOW WHAT IS UP...BECAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO GO THROUGH THIS...SORRY..I AM NOT GOING TO GET HURT AGAIN..