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Survey
Height?: 5''7
Weight?: 110 lbs
Lowest Weight?: 92 lbs
Highest Weight?: 147 lbs
What weight do you want to weigh?: 100 lbs at the moment
What eating disorder do you have?: Anorexia
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?:
max of 250
Do you throw up your food on occasion?:
Yeah but i am beginning to stop it, hate doing it
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?:
no way. it is probably their personality that makes me hate all of them- that's really preduduce but my view
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?:
No have bad knees so have to be really careful with exercise
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?:
No, i was always the thinnest of my friends
Have you ever fasted?
yes. before last admission i fasted every other 2 days
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?
Don't take them to get rid of calories but to feel clean and empty
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?:
No i am me
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?:
yes unfortunally twice
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?:
yes during first admission
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?:
Yeah i am disgusting. i have some parts that i like, collar bones, ribs and wrists but despise the rest
What part of your body would you change?:
Stomach is the worst
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?:
4
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?:
yeah, have self harmed, and made several attempts at suicide
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?:
Don't compare with super modals but compare to other people
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough?
No dont eat enough, but what i do eat is healthy
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?:
I allow myself one portion a week
Fat grams?:
usually just work with cals not fat
Calories?:
Calories rule my day
Are you often tired/fatigued?:
yes
Do you feel more energised after eating food?:
Not really
Do you eat meat?:
once a week, but cut all fat off
Do you eat your food in a certain way?
i eat veg first then the other stuff- if i purge after i will get rid of the high cals
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?:
most do. a nurse on an ed unit other day said i look really well
Have you ever thrown up blood?:
yes
Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?:
the media might have a role to play but there is other factors involved
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?:
only just found site and it is really helpful
Do you have any other mental disorders?
Bi polar
What's your favourite food to eat?
NON ANA spagghti bolonaise ANA fruit- love it
Favourite drink?:
Water or diet coke
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?:
Sometimes but not right now
Do you want to recover?:
not at the moment